We met and talked yesterday, have the feeling when she says ‘I understand’ she really does not get it at all when I try to convey the concept of a priceless life and work when in the same breath puts a price on it.
And I am having a hard time absorbing that she believes everything done so far is the result of the universe pushing her that way and none of the choices she has made were hers. For myself, and when I look around at other people and her can not escape that everyone makes their choices in life. Mother Nature aside that is, one can not control where or whom they are born to or earthquakes and such but at most points in time we are where we chose to be.
Not giving up on her or myself though quite just yet, we were brought and chose to be together for some reason and have the feeling that there is more to come.